imaginary gf feels so real

2021.12.06 14:23 Hal_Soomro imaginary gf feels so real

So, I do this thing called Maladaptive Daydreaming (It's basically very excessive daydreaming), and ever since I started there was always some girl in the storylines in my head, someone who loved me, and I imagined doing the usual relationship stuff with her, going out on dates, cuddling, or even just having a deep conversation.
Now, thankfully, I have a lot of people in my life who care about me, friends and family, but for some reason it feels like something is missing, everyday I feel like I'm lacking a piece of me, and it feels like that girl from my dreams (or somebody else like her) is the only person who can fix that.
Lately, whenever I dream about her I feel so happy, I get butterflies in my stomach, just the idea of her makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside, but when I remember she doesn't exist, the loneliness hits me like a truck again. Idk why I just wanted to tell someone that, I don't talk to my friends about my Maladaptive Daydreaming much.
As I typed this out I realized how fucking pathetic this is, Im sorry.
TLDR: Just another 15 y/o who wants a gf, imaginary gf makes me feel extremely happy and loved, when I remember she doesn't exist I feel shitty.
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2021.12.06 14:23 naiflipped Looking for players on our Bedrock Realm. 21+ -- 1.18

Hi,
We are looking for 21+ players for our new 1.18 realm. We currently have 3 members split across EU and America. We are trying to split the realm equally to keep it active. If interested comment below or message me!
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2021.12.06 14:23 Ninjakittaymeow It’s so Fluffy!

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2021.12.06 14:23 Alovon11 For all those who picked up PLD recently, I have a delcaration.

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Wanting to see if their is a correlation with profession or lack of and depression.
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2021.12.06 14:23 RoutineMidnight5779 Buy the dip! 🚀 this is WAY oversold.

Bought 174 shares @ $5.76
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2021.12.06 14:23 d-n-y- Patriot Front Bewilders The Patriot Movement

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2021.12.06 14:23 mrroto Data Analyst looking for new role

Hi I am currently working on a contract with BCBS that is ending soon. Was wondering if anyone here knew of any openings around town.
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2021.12.06 14:23 JomsyJam No hot water tank since Nov.18th

I rent a hot water tank from Reliance and I live in a rental unit in Brampton. Hot water tank (which also supplies HVAC heat) is no longer working, Reliance says that the model of tank we need is out of stock so we have to wait until one comes in. Here we are almost 3 weeks later and it feels like there is no end in sight, Reliance is of no further help in the situation. Anyone have any suggestions for me? Thanks
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2021.12.06 14:23 greengoddess831 Steven’s getting asked questions about cheating and he’s deflecting left and right. He then compares himself to Nelson Mandela. WTF GTFO there is something seriously wrong with you. You definitely need some psychiatric help. The church has fucked you up sexually, and you’ve turned into a weirdo!

Steven’s getting asked questions about cheating and he’s deflecting left and right. He then compares himself to Nelson Mandela. WTF GTFO there is something seriously wrong with you. You definitely need some psychiatric help. The church has fucked you up sexually, and you’ve turned into a weirdo! submitted by greengoddess831 to 90dayfianceuncensored [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 14:23 afgcsrh Should I (21F) revert back to just friends with my FWB/situationship (21M) for his sake?

Sorry for the length but a lot of context is required to understand the situation entirely.
So I (21F) met this guy (21M) at a frat party and we started hooking up and talking. He asked me to his formal eventually and I went. This guy (We’ll call him Jim) is an uber christian and was saving himself so he was a virgin when we met but he insisted on being ready and not valuing it anymore. Shortly before he met me, he began undergoing an undoing where he seems to be on a downward spiral, a fact that both him and his friends acknowledge. The thing is, he kind of begged me and pressured me (maybe without realizing) to take his virginity and I wasn’t really ready for sex with him so soon. But at the same time I gave in. We hooked up from April to December and throughout this time he’s done the following:
• sent screenshots of our private conversation to his frat group chat • during a period of time where we weren’t hooking up, I was doing hw at his apartment with his roommate who is in my class and Jim, being informed by his roomie that I was gonna be there, brought over this new girl he was sleeping with. I thought we were friends but he didn’t l acknowledged everyone else in the room but me and then went into his room with her and locked the door. I later found out that they weren’t having sex and she was simply taking a nap with him but it rubbed his friends the wrong way that Jim was trying to make it look like they were having sex. When I confronted him later, he said “I didn’t know you were gonna be there”. He did a few more obnoxious things with her while I was trying to focus on my work. • He told me about this girl from his job (Tara) at a restaurant who he said he has a crush on. I left for home over the summer and he spent two days with her and slept with her once. He told me that she’s better than sex because she doesn’t have a gag reflex like I do. He told his friends behind my back “Id NEVER date (me), but Tara is another story” • When I confront him about things, he is very woe is me and somehow I end up consoling him • He told me that he wants to make Tara dinner when she gets back (she’s a townie that goes to another university) and how if she asked to date him tomorrow, he would say yes (while we were hooking up). • Gets possessive with me but fucked three other girls in a matter of weeks unbeknownst to me until way after the fact (after we had unprotected sex because he refuses to wear a condom)
Now I don’t know if all of this is just my dramatized version of things and that I’m blowing it out of proportion. In the months I’ve known him, I began to care for him and while it seems like all of this could be calculated, he was a very sheltered child and claims to not know any better which is honestly plausible. We have fun and laugh when we spend time together and I’ve become super close to all his friends and don’t want to lose them because of cutting him out. I don’t think he’s a bad person, just inexperienced and we have good moments too. So I’m thinking about cutting the sex out entirely and being completely platonic.
He looks me in the face with the saddest eyes and gets so concerned when he thinks i’m upset at him. He cooks me food and sometimes I’ll sleep over and just cuddle without any sex. He seems to have a lot of self hatred and no one really views him as a manipulator, more-so they say he’s just “stupid” because he genuinely doesn’t seem like he has a clue in the moment and only in hindsight. With the whole pressuring for sex thing, it wasn’t like he was getting mad, getting angry, and throwing a fit (which i’ve experienced before) but it was more like a please? kind of like a child asking for something. I don’t think he’s a bad guy, he told me he lost his way and doesn’t like who he is anymore. His friends who’ve known him for four years tell me that he’s 180’d so I know he has the capacity to be better. He went from not drinking to taking all kind of drugs and blacking out in the span of a year and I don’t want him to feel like I’m abandoning him as a friend when his frat bros aren’t even his real friends (they make him the butt of every joke and exacerbate his self esteem issues to an extreme extent). He says “you’re one of the best friends I’ve ever had” and that “you mean more to me than just sex” and he does not come across as a cold, calculating person although his actions tell another story. So I am led to believe that he just doesn’t know what he’s doing and I don’t want to be unforgiving when I feel like he just needs someone to show him what real friendship and real care is.
TLDR: I want to be there for my FWB who seems to be going through an uncharacteristic time in his life. Do I cut out the sex and just be platonic?
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2021.12.06 14:23 hoogilyhoog UK! - To join investor connect and claim your #NFT, sign up to myODEON via the link in the comments - Then email gs@odeon.co.uk with subject line “AMC stockholder” using your myODEON email address.

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2021.12.06 14:23 funtime-milk Yo so I’m looking to get into Berserk and I’ll amuse you with my confusions BUT PLEASE DONT SPOIL THE STORY this is just to amuse you

1 why is guts having a brake down in front of griffith (someone help him pls) 2 why does guts have a mark on his head 3 why does some cute fairy child follow guts
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2021.12.06 14:23 signinman Fragrantica Awards 2021

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2021.12.06 14:23 ClydeDroid [FRESH PERFORMANCE] M.A.G.S. - Audiotree Live (Full Session)

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2021.12.06 14:23 gfstach Es acaso Minecraft el juego definitivo?

Siempre pense cual seria el "mejor juego" de la historia, pero despues de tantos increibles titulos que existieron, Minecraft es como un juego que esta separado del restro, como que trasciende a otra cosa en lo que a mi me respecta.
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2021.12.06 14:23 ComradeJohnS Seems like this was discussed in this subreddit first lol

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2021.12.06 14:23 Layzay374 Christmas in my household

My mom makes me the “Santa” in my house for my younger siblings and usually give me money. I asked for money this year to go Christmas shopping and my mom has the nerve to tell me to use my own money from FAFSA. When I said no because that’s for college, she had the nerve to get mad
Love my siblings but they’re here asking for shoes, technology and clothes. Probably gonna end up visiting Dollar Tree, Amazon, Walmart then ordering on an online clothing store. Broke college student here, I am not trying to spend money alone for my 3 siblings sorry. Like what the hell
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2021.12.06 14:23 green_eyed_mister European Peace Walk

I am looking at biking the EPW. My 10 year old will be in tow and the US corporate vacation benefits aren't as generous as more civilized countries, so we are hoping to bike it. It doesn't seem that anyone on this sub has done this route. If anyone is familiar the area, any thoughts would be appreciated. There is a conference so we are dove tailing work and play. It looks like accomodations are sparse and bike rentals will be a challenge. It'll still be a challenge to bike 50 miles/day. We may need to stretch that.
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2021.12.06 14:23 EchoTheWorld I'm gonna play Kingdom Hearts for the first time! I wanna see why everyone loves these games to death.

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